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1. i have tons of friends that like me and want to hang out with me. clearly i'm a fun person.
2. lots of people have told me i should model.
3. i'm really good at writing and with languages. i'm good at speaking french and french grammar.
4. i'm good at playing piano.
5. lots of guys think i'm cute.

negative thoughts i have about myself

1. i'll never have a long term relationship.
girl, you are only 20 years old, you have the rest of your life ahead of you to find someone.. just go out, flirt, and have fun for now.
2. i'm stupid
ok, so i have a few 'dumb blonde' moments- so does everyone else. laugh it off.. you're smarter than most other people anyway, and you have a university education. some people haven't even made it in, or haven't made it all the way through. you have stuck to your goals. you are very sensible.
3. my friends have boyfriends but i don't and my relationships don't work. what's wrong with me?
your friends are lucky. they are in the right place at the right time. you could meet someone for you anywhere. don't stress out about it. go with the flow. what happens, happens.
4. most guys are jerks.
people are good, you just have to trust them.. obviously this takes time, but take things slowly and have more confidence in other people and yourself.