ugh

you make me a wreck and that's why i hate you.
i like you so much. i'm doing something stupid. and i know it's stupid. i'm fooling around with other guys thinking that it'll somehow numb the fact that you don't like me. but sometimes i feel like you do like me, the way you act... but i know it's not true.. you're just messing with me. i hate it. i hate this. i don't understand why i just can't be with you. i'm making myself sick. i just want you to message me.. that's it. that's all i want you to do. but you don't.